[public because she doesn't really care about spamming the network]

[breatheinthefog]

The year's over. So I must be fourteen.

Hm.

(Yeaaaaaah, Kaoru doesn't know her own birthday either. She just counts her age when the year passes.)

Comments

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

It's not boring. It's just what it is.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

So, vhy did hyu, heh, leave vithout permission? Und iz dey lookink for hyu?

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

The ones they'd already finished and sent out weren't good enough. I thought I could do a better job myself. Besides, I wanted to see what this world was like.

No. They know where I am. Like I said, I didn't escape. I just left the facility without permission.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Dot's pretty sensible ov dem.

Hyu doink a better job yet?

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Vell, chust keep tryink.

[Why no, it doesn't occur to her that maybe not trying would be a better idea. The notion of not doing what you're made for isn't very familiar to her.]

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

...right. It's the only thing I exist for, after all. This is like when we talked about "fate", isn't it?

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

[...Oh. That conversation. So it really is different for her.]

Sort ov. Depends on how vell dey made hyu, doezn't it?

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

There's nothing wrong with me.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Zum pipples vould say if hyu doez vant to do vot dey made hyu for, dot iz zumtink wrong vith hyu.

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

What did they make you for?

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Keellink tings, burnink villages, und such, mostly. Helpink vith experiments. Gettink tortured vunce in a vhile vhen dey'z bored. Trackink pipples. Followink orders. Iz a long-term kind ov ting.

Dey did a goot job ov it, so Hy likes doink it, und vants to take deir orders, und everyvun's heppy. Except for de pipples vot gets keeled, anyvay.

Hyu?

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

Oh.

That kind of thing, although not the getting tortured part. Mostly. Is that normal?

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Hy dun tink any ov dis iz exactly normal, keed.

Hy dun much care, eidder. About normal tings, or fate, or any ov dot schtuff pipples pays so demn much attention too. Hy mostly just doez vot Hy feels like, und it's vorked out so far.

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

...you make no sense.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Didn't tink Hy said anytink complicated...

But Hy'z Jägerkin und hyu'z pipple. Dot heppens a lot.

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

I'm people?

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Hy dunno, izn't hyu?

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

I don't know either.

[causink-trouble.livejournal.com]

Dot figures.

Hy suppoze hyu'z gun haff to make op hyu mind on dot vun, too.

[windsofdaytime.livejournal.com]

Probably.